I've been so busy,

and too lazy to write. But I've got to say. Today was pretty good, despite the fact that theres a rollercoaster down there somewhere in my heart and a sense of peace somewhere in the same region. 

Being in that room and holding up "The Golden Ass" book, talking to Mr.JH, and signing our initials made me want to freeze that moment and sit in it for a while. Today just seemed perfect, even though, to an outsider, it wouldn't seem like it. I got the guts to do something I've never done before. Which makes me realize no matter what happens, you've got those special people in your heart to back you up. 

Now, it's just a decision between whether to follow my brain over my heart, or my heart over my brain. Damn. 

"Y for me,

M for you."